Flowers will Bloom & Hana wa Saku

These few days, I am not happy due to many reasons...
I am feeling that I am back to 10 years ago...desperate!
No reasons to explain, it is the feeling...
broken feeling.............,
depress............,
can't control the fall of tears.....
can't get him out of mind.......
(he should be quietly settled in the corner of my heart)

I try to get out from the bottom of the valley,
take a deep breath.....
i wooooooork hard, tie myself busy with work
shower under the hot bath....very hot and long hours...
it doesn't work....
not until i came across a song..
Flowers will bloom, Hana Wa Saku

...  english lyric is touching, 
I prefer ...in Japanese

Life

Just about ready to be alone.

She is home.
Cheer me up, no more tears.


A week later 
I will be in tears again...

Time will heal my sorrow....

喜见樱花盛开

再去日本是今年三月尾。
学校开课，樱花盛开。
真是一个美好的季节。
校园的樱花树盛开，朵朵樱花迎接新生的报到。
丽泽大学是她要在那里生存、学习的地方。
两年后，我要见从新包装 的她。

i am sick

It is not feeling good to be sick.

Body pain, fever, flu....
put on sweater, long pant, stocking to keep myself warm.

Oh ! Dear ! has been 3rd day, I am still not recovering from body pain.

Ginger is good, she is my Angel!
 she is taking good care of me....
boil hot water to sponge my body;
cook good food, make hot drink for me;
blanket me while i am asleep.....

I tell myself not to get sick when my two angels are not around.
If I accidentally fallen sick in months to come for sure i will miss both of them...

Otousan's tender message touched me too..
....keep warm...
...drink something hot....

Thank you, i will get well soon.

1415

14 February, I wake up early in the morning, rushed to airport, to fly to Sibu.
I was high up in the air on Valentine Day and I missed you. I closed my eyes in tears.
It was a busy day.
Jean was to Kolej Laila Taib to collect her gown.
Not forgetting it was a last day of Chinese New Year celebration, the Chap Goh Mei.
We had a good dinner at local restaurant and it was packed of guests.
We enjoyed watching nice fireworks from 10th floor of RH Hotel.

15 February, was another excitement.
It was her day! Jean official graduated from Kolej Laila Taib, diploma in Business Management.
The graduation ceremony held in Kingwood Hotel, Sibu.
The Ceremony started at 10:00am and ended at 12:00 noon

15 February marked the end of her Diploma studies in her life....
I am looking forward to her degree graduation soon.

雨季、旱季的爱恨

近来天气很热。
似乎很久没有下雨了。

雨季时候，不必为家里的花草浇水。
旱季一到，花草都发黄、干枯了。
在我为雨季烦恼的时候，没有想到炎热天气的苦恼！

人，很矛盾。

女儿的日本爸爸说：
“他家处正下雪呢!"

看了他所传来的照片，那雪白的雪凉快了我的心窝！

青山岩

今天下午会去青山岩，是临时决定的。
来回3小时。
忘记最后一次来是什么时候了，感觉很久没有来。

 青山岩

 这次来访才发现到有日文的说明

 是因为新年吧，竟然可以享用素面。简单，但是很好吃

因为还是新年期间，有舞狮表演

新玩意的压力

用了12年的电脑竟然发生故障，不能操作了。
在那一刻发现到没有电脑似乎不能正常执行工作。
得到上司的允许，我买架新工作伙伴。
有新玩意，不是好事。反之，是压力。原因是，新玩意有新东西要学。
看情形，今晚我是有的忙了，慢慢摸索。。。。

希望我能尽快适应和掌握新玩意的新科技。

Mid Night Movie

There are many interesting things to share when Jean is home.
Last night she suggested to movie at 12:25am.
I said ok, we go.
We saw Robot-Cop.
Nice movie, i like it very much and we reached home at 2:30am.
Oh dear! It was first time we went out and home late.
Anyway it is something new and interesting, important is I was not sleepy in the cinema!
I enjoy the moment with my girls!

2014 New Year's thought

See, how time fly....it is day 3 of Chinese New Year already.
Has been sunny days for the past 3 days!

Just imagine i have been deadly tire of office works before the Chinese New Year.
...no time to do shopping, lucky my Jean is home to help me. She is my angel! She help to do the shopping bought all the food stuff and drinks.
...no time to clean the house, which I have to do it in the night. My vacuum cleaner is 15 years old and is very noisy. I am very sorry if I have waken my neighbors.
...to conclude...it is not easy to be a King and a Queen! And that is the reason i choose to be away during Chinese New Year time....

To be away during New Year time has been started since 2003. We traveled. But due to work commitment i have to stay in office since 2012....

My kingdom is full of guests today. My relatives visited us, they have lots of topic in discussion. May be this is the joy of New Year and is the moment we have the excuse to visit each other. Everyone is busy with one's daily life...New Year is the moment of gathering.

I love the moment the brothers and sisters gather together! Its fun!

贺年

新年年初一，因为公事，我务必留在办事处开放门户接待来宾。这是饭碗，不得已的。除非我不干了！
只是，幸好家里已经没有老人。我才能放纵自己在大年初一，放开家，到这个我小女儿说的：“看情形，大家把办事处当成家了”
年初一下午，我不跟头头去贺年。
家没有老人，但是，还有长辈。我下午和一双女儿去亲戚和长辈家贺年。
长辈很多，也只有在这个新年期间，有壹佰个理由走访亲戚家。
朋友、同志再多，也只好牺牲掉了。

2014 新年好

所等的一就是这一刻。

燃烧了30分钟的烟花
画亮了乌黑的夜空
吵醒了大地。。。。。。

在空中燃烧钞票！

烧的人开心，看的人也开心。

祝大家新年好！马年行好运，事事顺心。万事如意！

农历新年倒数

农历新年倒数。
因为忙，不能拿假期，只好抹黑收拾家迎即将到来的农历新年。
幸好，我是一家之主，也是一家之妇。国王是我，皇后也是我。我说了算！在家我最大！

新年游戏

2014年1月1日，和几天前比较，算是晴天。
我一家人早起，去马中公园晨走。昨夜闹通宵，孩子们肯早醒是奇迹！
晨走、早餐、回家。就开始把很多天没得晒的衣服，晒出去。
太阳公公似乎和雨婆婆玩游戏， 搞得我把衣物收晒很多次。
最后，似乎是太阳公公赢了，因为，我大部分的衣服算是晒干了。
我不喜欢玩这个游戏。
不过，难得新年，玩玩也无妨，就像昨晚和孩子们在外夜游、闹通宵。
我祝愿自己新年一家大小平安、健康、快乐。。。。。。很多很多。。。

另类捉迷藏-圣诞节

很多年了，我家的孩子们在圣诞节会和圣诞老人玩另类捉迷藏。
每年圣诞前夕夜，孩子们会说：我今年一定要等到圣诞老人！
这句话重复了23年和20年。结果，如同往年，他们没等到，也没看到。
圣诞凌晨就会听到她们的惊叫声，后来是快乐的走进我的睡房跳上床。一脸欢愉收到礼物的喜悦。然后说：一定是妈咪放的。我明年一定要等！
我说：好，那明年见。等你等到、看到，才能证明是我。
我要认同Cynthia 说的：圣诞老人是在你不知道的情况下才会到我们的家。
这场游戏，今年我又赢了。
小时候，也有收过圣诞清晨枕头边的礼物。那时候，我也没有等到圣诞老人。
这是我这一生其中一个另类捉迷藏游戏。
祝大家圣诞快乐！

2013 的冬至

今天冬至。
如往年一样，我搓汤圆。
尽管小宝贝要我等她醒来，一起搓。我没有等。
雨，一下一停。
头突然隐隐作痛。
手上有个活动，天不作美，头正痛。
雨天和头痛不能成为我缺席的理由。
开车，我去参与物资捐献给菲律宾海燕灾民。
更欢喜的事，是我们忙碌中，有个妇女问我们在忙什么。
她听了我们的说明后，走进超级市场买了干粮交给我们她的心意。
物小情重。我真感动！
我今天渡过一个有意义的冬至！

its my day

To kick off my birthday celebration today, i went for a morning walk at Hui Sing Park. My birthday wish is to be healthy & wealthy for the rest of my life. 

We have our dinner an Sanga Japanese Restaurant. 

From there we moved to Secret Recipi for cake and drinks. 

Tonight we have heavy food and is obesity. I told my children to wake up early tomorrow morning for morning walk. They all agreed.

I am looking forward to my next year birthday celebration........

my birthday wish

few more hours to go, will be my birthday!
December is my love month.
the month of my birthday, also seasonal month full of joy, love & gifts and the last month of the year to greet a new year to come.
it has been my yearly practice that i will arrange myself for a break for that special day.
it is a day to remember my parents and is also a day to get together with my children.
no presents for me, please. i told my children.
lets paste up together for a simple dinner will be good.
i want to keep myself fit in good health for the next 20 years.
the world is too beautiful to leave and there are also many good and bad people to get alone too.
i treasure every moment i have in my life and i believe there is no fairness in the world.
i am looking forward to many many good things and miracles to happen.

新年感言

我今天竟然夸口和朋友说：
你们知道我当下全身上下最值钱的是什么吗？
自由！
的确，是自由。
不是无牵无挂的自由，反之是有所牵挂。
看似自由，其实不然。
不过，我很开心，自在。
2014年，我应该过得更好！

i love short hair

I do like to keep my hair long, like other ladies.
I do like to feel the wind blow my hair.
But i know i cannot have long hair due to its nature curly texture.
My girls said since we were small, your hair pattern never change. short !
Now as aging,  i do like short hair cut because it makes me look young.