out of my mind

2015 was a brand new year
have been a while I did not write anything

January.
I was busy with Chinese New Year preparation

February.
Jean and I flew to Japan again.
It was a interesting trip.
Ginger was there, we have not met for almost one year.
We were far but i can feel that we are near with smart phone.
It was a happy family trip.
We met the Japanese family and friends.
Japan is beautiful which I have fallen in love with it many years ago.

March.
Ginger was home for Chinese New Year.
Some how I was sad but think positive when the time she had to leave me and back to Japan for the last year studies.

April.
It is my miserable month.
I had an operation of navel on 16 April
I had an operation in 2004 and Dr. said it was infection.
I need to go for dressing for 7 days. Oh dear it is killing painsssssssssss.

气球

2014年12月29日，因为工作繁忙，很迟回到家。
一进家门，宝贝女儿说“ 妈咪，看你的房间。”
1，2，3，4，5，6，7，8.。。。。。。。。。
8粒气球！
气球，让我想起小时候妈妈带我出街。看见有气球摊，我吵妈妈买。妈妈买了。交代我小心拿好。
结果，我是那么不心，竟然把球放飞了。

今，手握8粒气球，我想起我小时候飞高的红气球！
蔚蓝的天空，我抓不回的红气球！

我不明白为什么当时卖气球的伯伯没有把球线绑好在我小手。

12月17日在云顶高原度假，看见有单位搞活动。有气球。
我走前去问：“我要，可以给我一粒吗？”
她给，我拿。一个活得半百的人，手握着一粒气球走回酒店。
当时，心情很好。
人群中，我看见一个小妹妹手握着妈妈的手下电梯。我问她：“小妹妹，要气球吗？”
她点头，我给，她拿。告诉她，要握好哦。她很开心，我也开心！

我相信，很多年后，那小女孩会想起，曾经在她记忆里，有人送给她一粒气球。就如我，多年后，仍然对高飞的气球耿耿于怀。