Flowers will Bloom & Hana wa Saku

These few days, I am not happy due to many reasons...
I am feeling that I am back to 10 years ago...desperate!
No reasons to explain, it is the feeling...
broken feeling.............,
depress............,
can't control the fall of tears.....
can't get him out of mind.......
(he should be quietly settled in the corner of my heart)

I try to get out from the bottom of the valley,
take a deep breath.....
i wooooooork hard, tie myself busy with work
shower under the hot bath....very hot and long hours...
it doesn't work....
not until i came across a song..
Flowers will bloom, Hana Wa Saku

...  english lyric is touching, 
I prefer ...in Japanese