不是每个星期日是我的。
就像今天。
早上去准备下午会议。
傍晚自我娱乐,
享用简单又营养的食物和饮料
之后, 出席一项音乐会。
累啊!
明天是星期一哦!
2014年11月30日星期日
2014年11月9日星期日
去年2013 的今天 911
时间过得真快。
去年的今天,是宝贝大女儿的大学毕业典礼。
隔天赶飞机去日本8天,看学校也顺道体验秋天的美和寒意。
是秋季。
树叶似乎都换上衣裳。
有红、有绿、有黄。很美的景色。
几个月后,今年的4月,把宝贝丢在那里。让她脱胎换骨。3语加1语,看她往后的造化。
忙碌的日子里,365天就这样流逝。
在那365天的日子里忙了什么?成就了什么?
什么都有。都记在记事本里。
闲空就翻开来看。
去年的今天,是宝贝大女儿的大学毕业典礼。
隔天赶飞机去日本8天,看学校也顺道体验秋天的美和寒意。
是秋季。
树叶似乎都换上衣裳。
有红、有绿、有黄。很美的景色。
几个月后,今年的4月,把宝贝丢在那里。让她脱胎换骨。3语加1语,看她往后的造化。
忙碌的日子里,365天就这样流逝。
在那365天的日子里忙了什么?成就了什么?
什么都有。都记在记事本里。
闲空就翻开来看。
一个简单的人,向往简单的人生。
相信人生苦短、无常。日子还是要过。
还能活着是一件喜悦的心情。
2014年11月5日星期三
Sleepless Night(s)
Slowly...........it is an habit.......i wake up early in the morning and slept late at night.
I don't know why? could be stress disturbance?, or could be too energetic? or it is a kind of sickness or aging?
I am serious in all things in my life, I am not a carefree, feel free and easy people....though I wanted to be. My friends said this could be the cause.
My face does look tired sometime, but moving up walking around is just fine for me..
I eat good food and drink good. I have good appetite.
I just turn 50+.........is not old right?
Somehow, i know the reasons............all none of the above. I am me, I know whats going wrong.
Sleepless nights ............I enjoy.
I have extra hours to read books, to see TV program and online.........its a gifted hours.
I don't know why? could be stress disturbance?, or could be too energetic? or it is a kind of sickness or aging?
I am serious in all things in my life, I am not a carefree, feel free and easy people....though I wanted to be. My friends said this could be the cause.
My face does look tired sometime, but moving up walking around is just fine for me..
I eat good food and drink good. I have good appetite.
I just turn 50+.........is not old right?
Somehow, i know the reasons............all none of the above. I am me, I know whats going wrong.
Sleepless nights ............I enjoy.
I have extra hours to read books, to see TV program and online.........its a gifted hours.
2014年10月26日星期日
She turns 21
Today 26 October in history, 21 years ago.
I became a mother of a girl later named her Ong Jing Yi.
She was white and skinny when she was 5 to 6 years old.
But as years go by....at her teenage, I call her "Fat Fat"and my friend Anna calls her "Moon Face". It was because she is no more skinny but is .........."Fat Fat" and "Moon Face" spell how she looks.
Now, today she turns 21.
She is no more fat like as what I call her,
but I still like to call her Fat Fat and Anna likes to call Moon Face.I wanted to meet her up today, but I was so committed to my job and failed to do so. .............Oh Dear!!!! 21 is just once in a life time. I am sorry for not being able to share this beautiful moment with her.
She has a wish.............. she wanted to my girl in her next life.........Its a great wish. I said OK let be in a family again in our next life.
I love you Jean. Happy Birthday to you!!! No birthday cake but sang you a birthday song via phone..
I became a mother of a girl later named her Ong Jing Yi.
She was white and skinny when she was 5 to 6 years old.
But as years go by....at her teenage, I call her "Fat Fat"and my friend Anna calls her "Moon Face". It was because she is no more skinny but is .........."Fat Fat" and "Moon Face" spell how she looks.
Now, today she turns 21.
She is no more fat like as what I call her,
but I still like to call her Fat Fat and Anna likes to call Moon Face.I wanted to meet her up today, but I was so committed to my job and failed to do so. .............Oh Dear!!!! 21 is just once in a life time. I am sorry for not being able to share this beautiful moment with her.
She has a wish.............. she wanted to my girl in her next life.........Its a great wish. I said OK let be in a family again in our next life.
I love you Jean. Happy Birthday to you!!! No birthday cake but sang you a birthday song via phone..
2014年9月12日星期五
病猫
生命如弹簧。我知道。
知道没有用,要体会。
今体会到。紧绷的日子一过,我倒了。
Cynthia Lee说Spring loose lo....
今年一共病了3次。厉害吗?破纪录哦。
我要病了才知道睡觉的甜。。。没有梦。
知道没有用,要体会。
今体会到。紧绷的日子一过,我倒了。
Cynthia Lee说Spring loose lo....
今年一共病了3次。厉害吗?破纪录哦。
我要病了才知道睡觉的甜。。。没有梦。
2014年8月10日星期日
2014年8月2日星期六
2014年7月24日星期四
2014年7月18日星期五
2014年7月16日星期三
2014年6月23日星期一
0623 刻骨铭心
今天6月23日是一个刻骨铭心的日子。
11年里,唯去年因为工作,我不能放假,不能正日去到佛堂。
11年了,如果工作允许,我一定会在这一天给自己一天假期,和孩子一同到佛堂去给你上香、诵经。
一年365天,11年有4015天,我没有一天不念你。
思念可以是动力,也有时候是沮丧的。。。。这就是我的弱点,
我尽力往好方面想,是你的慈悲给我自由身。
但是,如果有的选择,我不要这样的结局。我要一起老。
如果能够,从新来过。再爱。
我会珍惜你。
因为不能再爱,我只能呵护你两个宝贝女儿。还好,我没有溺爱她们。
11年的这一天,我还没有独自来佛堂的一次。
是去年开始,因为孩子在外地读书,我们没有三人行来佛堂。去年大宝贝陪我,今天,巧逢周末,小宝贝从都城回来。我们一老一少去给你谈心。
来年的这一天,如果孩子都在外地,不能回来,我就得孤家寡人来了。。。。。。
11年里,唯去年因为工作,我不能放假,不能正日去到佛堂。
11年了,如果工作允许,我一定会在这一天给自己一天假期,和孩子一同到佛堂去给你上香、诵经。
一年365天,11年有4015天,我没有一天不念你。
思念可以是动力,也有时候是沮丧的。。。。这就是我的弱点,
我尽力往好方面想,是你的慈悲给我自由身。
但是,如果有的选择,我不要这样的结局。我要一起老。
如果能够,从新来过。再爱。
我会珍惜你。
因为不能再爱,我只能呵护你两个宝贝女儿。还好,我没有溺爱她们。
11年的这一天,我还没有独自来佛堂的一次。
是去年开始,因为孩子在外地读书,我们没有三人行来佛堂。去年大宝贝陪我,今天,巧逢周末,小宝贝从都城回来。我们一老一少去给你谈心。
来年的这一天,如果孩子都在外地,不能回来,我就得孤家寡人来了。。。。。。
2014年6月22日星期日
My Sunday Morning
As usual i like to have a walk at a park. it is not far from home, about 15 minutes drive.
A park is a place for all........... the age, the junior, the men, the women, the boys the girls, the poor, the rich, irrespective of races,......
Some walk, some jog, some run, some dance, some reading, some chatting,...
.... i saw a man picking a empty mineral bottle throw in the rubbish bin. A thumb up for him.
A park is a place for all........... the age, the junior, the men, the women, the boys the girls, the poor, the rich, irrespective of races,......
Some walk, some jog, some run, some dance, some reading, some chatting,...
.... i saw a man picking a empty mineral bottle throw in the rubbish bin. A thumb up for him.
2014年6月19日星期四
2014年6月17日星期二
2014年6月8日星期日
失而复得
今天是有惊无险。
在诗巫某一超级市场,我上洗手间。很顺手把手机放在洗手间厕纸上的架子上。
出去时候竟然忘记了它。
大约30分钟后,因为要拍一张资料。
突然,我心跳一百!手机不在手,不在包包里。手机那里去?
哇!想到的时候第一时间冲进洗手间。没有在!
天啊!那是我的心肝宝贝!和女儿同级身份。它是没有血肉。可是,里边都是宝。
镇定!镇定!和同事说。
同事手脚脑袋转的快,说:有CCTV,叫管理检查视屏。
或许因为有小骚动。很快有人说:在这里!
原来是有人拿起来。场内一摊店主拿了。
还好,我找回我的宝贝。手机遗失是小事,里边的资料可是无价之宝。我是常常常常警惕自己要小心保管手机。
今天今日让我上了一堂课。手机不要握在手,放进包包最安全。
总之一句话,今天是幸运,幸运之神不是有空天天守护着我。
在诗巫某一超级市场,我上洗手间。很顺手把手机放在洗手间厕纸上的架子上。
出去时候竟然忘记了它。
大约30分钟后,因为要拍一张资料。
突然,我心跳一百!手机不在手,不在包包里。手机那里去?
哇!想到的时候第一时间冲进洗手间。没有在!
天啊!那是我的心肝宝贝!和女儿同级身份。它是没有血肉。可是,里边都是宝。
镇定!镇定!和同事说。
同事手脚脑袋转的快,说:有CCTV,叫管理检查视屏。
或许因为有小骚动。很快有人说:在这里!
原来是有人拿起来。场内一摊店主拿了。
还好,我找回我的宝贝。手机遗失是小事,里边的资料可是无价之宝。我是常常常常警惕自己要小心保管手机。
今天今日让我上了一堂课。手机不要握在手,放进包包最安全。
总之一句话,今天是幸运,幸运之神不是有空天天守护着我。
2014年6月6日星期五
2014年5月27日星期二
2014年5月11日星期日
2014年的母亲节--独乐乐
屈指一算,我竟然不知不觉当了两个宝贝女儿24年和20年的妈!
也不是糊里糊涂的过,就应当说过的不知不觉比较恰当。
这2420年的日子里,我在10年前肩负重任,也当起爸爸了。
是娘也是爹的日子过得很紧绷。
该教女儿的事我这个是娘的都教了,该由爹爹说的也由我说了。
双重身份不是我要的,如果能够选择,我希望和孩子的爹
一起教育孩子,一起哭、一起笑。
2014年的母亲节更特别。
是有点伤感。。。。不过,也有独处的好!
众乐乐和独乐乐其实一样,不一样在于心情和感触而已。
在没有选择的情况下,享受独乐乐吧!
也不是糊里糊涂的过,就应当说过的不知不觉比较恰当。
这2420年的日子里,我在10年前肩负重任,也当起爸爸了。
是娘也是爹的日子过得很紧绷。
该教女儿的事我这个是娘的都教了,该由爹爹说的也由我说了。
双重身份不是我要的,如果能够选择,我希望和孩子的爹
一起教育孩子,一起哭、一起笑。
2014年的母亲节更特别。
是有点伤感。。。。不过,也有独处的好!
众乐乐和独乐乐其实一样,不一样在于心情和感触而已。
在没有选择的情况下,享受独乐乐吧!
2014年5月8日星期四
Flowers will Bloom & Hana wa Saku
These few days, I am not happy due to many reasons...
I am feeling that I am back to 10 years ago...desperate!
No reasons to explain, it is the feeling...
broken feeling.............,
depress............,
can't control the fall of tears.....
can't get him out of mind.......
(he should be quietly settled in the corner of my heart)
I try to get out from the bottom of the valley,
take a deep breath.....
i wooooooork hard, tie myself busy with work
shower under the hot bath....very hot and long hours...
it doesn't work....
not until i came across a song..
Flowers will bloom, Hana Wa Saku
... english lyric is touching,
I prefer...in Japanese
I am feeling that I am back to 10 years ago...desperate!
No reasons to explain, it is the feeling...
broken feeling.............,
depress............,
can't control the fall of tears.....
can't get him out of mind.......
(he should be quietly settled in the corner of my heart)
I try to get out from the bottom of the valley,
take a deep breath.....
i wooooooork hard, tie myself busy with work
shower under the hot bath....very hot and long hours...
it doesn't work....
not until i came across a song..
Flowers will bloom, Hana Wa Saku
I prefer
2014年4月18日星期五
2014年4月11日星期五
2014年2月20日星期四
i am sick
It is not feeling good to be sick.
Body pain, fever, flu....
put on sweater, long pant, stocking to keep myself warm.
Oh ! Dear ! has been 3rd day, I am still not recovering from body pain.
Ginger is good, she is my Angel!
she is taking good care of me....
boil hot water to sponge my body;
cook good food, make hot drink for me;
blanket me while i am asleep.....
I tell myself not to get sick when my two angels are not around.
If I accidentally fallen sick in months to come for sure i will miss both of them...
Otousan's tender message touched me too..
....keep warm...
...drink something hot....
Thank you, i will get well soon.
put on sweater, long pant, stocking to keep myself warm.
Oh ! Dear ! has been 3rd day, I am still not recovering from body pain.
Ginger is good, she is my Angel!
she is taking good care of me....
boil hot water to sponge my body;
cook good food, make hot drink for me;
blanket me while i am asleep.....
I tell myself not to get sick when my two angels are not around.
If I accidentally fallen sick in months to come for sure i will miss both of them...
Otousan's tender message touched me too..
....keep warm...
...drink something hot....
Thank you, i will get well soon.
2014年2月16日星期日
1415
14 February, I wake up early in the morning, rushed to airport, to fly to Sibu.
I was high up in the air on Valentine Day and I missed you. I closed my eyes in tears.
It was a busy day.
Jean was to Kolej Laila Taib to collect her gown.
Not forgetting it was a last day of Chinese New Year celebration, the Chap Goh Mei.
We had a good dinner at local restaurant and it was packed of guests.
We enjoyed watching nice fireworks from 10th floor of RH Hotel.
15 February, was another excitement.
It was her day! Jean official graduated from Kolej Laila Taib, diploma in Business Management.
The graduation ceremony held in Kingwood Hotel, Sibu.
The Ceremony started at 10:00am and ended at 12:00 noon
15 February marked the end of her Diploma studies in her life....
I am looking forward to her degree graduation soon.
I was high up in the air on Valentine Day and I missed you. I closed my eyes in tears.
It was a busy day.
Jean was to Kolej Laila Taib to collect her gown.
Not forgetting it was a last day of Chinese New Year celebration, the Chap Goh Mei.
We had a good dinner at local restaurant and it was packed of guests.
We enjoyed watching nice fireworks from 10th floor of RH Hotel.
15 February, was another excitement.
It was her day! Jean official graduated from Kolej Laila Taib, diploma in Business Management.
The graduation ceremony held in Kingwood Hotel, Sibu.
The Ceremony started at 10:00am and ended at 12:00 noon
15 February marked the end of her Diploma studies in her life....
I am looking forward to her degree graduation soon.
2014年2月9日星期日
2014年2月6日星期四
2014年2月5日星期三
Mid Night Movie
There are many interesting things to share when Jean is home.
Last night she suggested to movie at 12:25am.
I said ok, we go.
We saw Robot-Cop.
Nice movie, i like it very much and we reached home at 2:30am.
Oh dear! It was first time we went out and home late.
Anyway it is something new and interesting, important is I was not sleepy in the cinema!
I enjoy the moment with my girls!
Last night she suggested to movie at 12:25am.
I said ok, we go.
We saw Robot-Cop.
Nice movie, i like it very much and we reached home at 2:30am.
Oh dear! It was first time we went out and home late.
Anyway it is something new and interesting, important is I was not sleepy in the cinema!
I enjoy the moment with my girls!
2014年2月2日星期日
2014 New Year's thought
See, how time fly....it is day 3 of Chinese New Year already.
Has been sunny days for the past 3 days!
Just imagine i have been deadly tire of office works before the Chinese New Year.
...no time to do shopping, lucky my Jean is home to help me. She is my angel! She help to do the shopping bought all the food stuff and drinks.
...no time to clean the house, which I have to do it in the night. My vacuum cleaner is 15 years old and is very noisy. I am very sorry if I have waken my neighbors.
...to conclude...it is not easy to be a King and a Queen! And that is the reason i choose to be away during Chinese New Year time....
To be away during New Year time has been started since 2003. We traveled. But due to work commitment i have to stay in office since 2012....
My kingdom is full of guests today. My relatives visited us, they have lots of topic in discussion. May be this is the joy of New Year and is the moment we have the excuse to visit each other. Everyone is busy with one's daily life...New Year is the moment of gathering.
I love the moment the brothers and sisters gather together! Its fun!
Has been sunny days for the past 3 days!
Just imagine i have been deadly tire of office works before the Chinese New Year.
...no time to do shopping, lucky my Jean is home to help me. She is my angel! She help to do the shopping bought all the food stuff and drinks.
...no time to clean the house, which I have to do it in the night. My vacuum cleaner is 15 years old and is very noisy. I am very sorry if I have waken my neighbors.
...to conclude...it is not easy to be a King and a Queen! And that is the reason i choose to be away during Chinese New Year time....
To be away during New Year time has been started since 2003. We traveled. But due to work commitment i have to stay in office since 2012....
My kingdom is full of guests today. My relatives visited us, they have lots of topic in discussion. May be this is the joy of New Year and is the moment we have the excuse to visit each other. Everyone is busy with one's daily life...New Year is the moment of gathering.
I love the moment the brothers and sisters gather together! Its fun!
2014年2月1日星期六
2014年1月31日星期五
2014年1月27日星期一
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